I am sorry I picked on you Dad!

So, Last night Ryan and I had school work to finish up, so Ryan saw Dad maybe 10 minutes ..then he and I went to the basement to work. Well...Paul was asleep by the time we got upstairs. I told Ryan he could not go into Dads room because he is tired and needs rest. That did not make Ryan very happy at all......he is sitting in his bed and he is trying so hard to talk. the word DA DA is coming out several times... ( by the way he is really talking more ..thanks to prompt speech therapy method!)

Here we go.. Ryan says

DECIDE DAD NOT FRIENDLY" RYAN NOT LOVE DAD.

Well, I told him..... that is not God that is causing you to think that way.. you know your Dad loves you and you love him...... then went on to explain again... you just have not seen him and miss him.. and are sad..so you are allowing your mind to go to wrong thinking. Well I gave him a hug... hung with him awhile and then went to bed.

Now it is morning and a few minutes ago.. ( told Paul most of what I shared on blog left out the I don't love Dad could not tell that to him) so he Comes down stairs and sits down on the couch next to Ryan and tells him," I missed you last night Ryan..You and I are going to spend lots of time together this weekend. We are going out tonight to Willies and then to Whole Foods Saturday...just me and you buddy.. See I missed you so much that I am going to be late to work.. just so I can sit here on the couch and talk to you.. ( yep..he is so sweet to Ryan) Then Ryan letterboards this..

DAD MAKES RYAN SO HAPPY

Then of course hugs and Paul tells ..him.. You make me so happy Ryan too!

Paul heads to the kitchen and is getting ready and I said anything else you want to say.. we love when you talk on the board ... and I said I LOVE this BOARD.. ( I started being funny and kissing the board ) I love it because you can use it to tell us everything. you think and feel..
Well Ryan says...... this ....DAD HAVE A GREAT DAY.... I AM SORRY I PICKED ON YOU( cracks me up and at the same time is so sweet and so real)
Well. Paul is ..well..... you can imagine how he feels.. and then Ryan adds



ONE MORE THING I LOVE YOU.....

( I am holding backt he tears trying to letterboard the final Letters..he is pointing to.......Huhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

My son..my sweet kind loving son........man he just brings me to tears.. I only pray to be as loving and kind as him.. so .. It is a good day ....